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Tuesday 17th September 2002, 9.41pm

It's been a while since I last wrote about some of this stuff but it's coming up to a years anniversary on Thursday and it's fair to say it's causing me a certain amount of apprehension. Okay maybe it's just me feeling guilty. I mean it's been twelve months and there was three things I wanted to do of which I've done ziltch. I could try saying that there's been a lot going on (which in many ways would be true) but I can't help but feel I should have got it done. There's things I should have said a year ago that I probably will never get the chance to now which is a source of bitter regret. Maybe I should just accept the fact that I'm crap and just get used to it. But if I'm being honest I might as well admit to being scared at the moment and also feeling a bit lonely missing a few people out there.

I'm also having a problem choosing lyrics which is most unlike me - I guess I must be in indecisive mode today.

Lyrics of the moment:
"One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends.
"One day I'll fly away
Fly, fly away."
Nicole Kidman "One Day I'll Fly Away" (Moulin Rouge Soundtrack, Various 2001)

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