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Saturday October 23rd, 11:44pm
I did say this was only going to be occasional, didn't I? Well notably, I've now (finally) begun my new job working in the middle of Soho in London. Is this to be my dream job?
Errr... [pause] to be honest I don't know. I hoped. I think I know where it is heading, but to be honest I don't really
know, but I'm content to let it take it's course - even if the 6am mornings are killing me. More on the office antics another
time, if only 'cause I'm certain that none of them will ever look at the site (he he.. tempting fate now am I?)
The ghosts? I've taken to describing men as concepts, simply so I can say that I don't really understand them. The ghosts
I think have been laid to rest, and even when I thought recently that I was going to go through it all again something HAS
changed. Trouble is I don't know what that is, but at the moment that doesn't really bother me.
So why update now? There seems to be a connection between a major clubbing session and these entries - and last night
counted. My first Friday night at G.A.Y. and when I heard "Fame" I knew it was the lyric of the moment. What happened?
Don't be sooo intrusive!! But again, I felt liek things were being done my way for a change.. and for the first time in god
knows how many years I actually felt special when clubbing... that sounds pretentious and it's not meant to, difficult to
explain really. It's just something so basic that no-one would think it counted but it mattered to me.
Oh and on a purely bitter note - the b@stard-ex's have finally had a major payback as one by one their love lifes have
come a little undone over the past couple of weeks (even if they haven't worked that one out yet...). I know how could I
write that? Well I'm not saying who the b@stard-ex's are (publically) - I'm not sure they even know, but it's been fun
hearing about it. In fact there's a couple of people who would put themselves in that category who aren't b@stard-ex's
but hey it's their guilt problem not mine :-)
Lyrics of the moment:
"I'm gonna learn how to fly (high)
I feel it coming together
People will see me and cry (fame)
I'm gonna make it to Heaven
Light up the sky like a flame (fame)
I'm gonna live forever... baby remember my name."
Irene Cara "Fame" (1980)
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