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I'm sitting here and it's the first diary entry... significant for that reason but also for the fact that I've probably just had the best day I've
experienced in the last couple of months. Anyone who knows me will probably agree that I've had absolute shit thrown at me from far
too many people, work has been getting me down, the new job.. well lets not go there. Today (I hope) sees the end to all that and about
bloody time too! Nothing against my friends but I haven't really been able to talk through with any of them what I've been feeling
recently and what I have been going through. Even the most thick skinned (and there's not many promise!) will have noticed that
somethings been up, but its been a series of somethings that at least for now, I have needed to work through on my own and find
my own answers and thoughts.
Today has marked the beginning of a process for me, I guess we all do it sometimes, of redefining who I am and what I am about (if that
makes any sense..) and to paraphrase someone else "and I like what I see". It's more than the fact I gave myself a bit of a different image
(no clues, you had to be there) but I also did things differently and things I really wouldn't have done before. I suppose it's more of
an achievement for me and everyone (if anyone does read this) will be thinking "so what". And that, is why today has been such a great
day - have I finally put some of the ghosts to rest from 17th April of this year? I certainly hope so...
Lyrics of the moment:
"I'm giving up on letting go
I'll find my way so ..."
Geri Halliwell "Mi Chico Latino" (1999)
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