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Wednesday 4th April 2001, 9.27pm
Not quite sure what to write really... life has continued to be mad... not exactly helped by the office move at work. I
still haven't got a phone, not that I mind getting phone calls but it does make you wonder if it's every organisation I work
for (which might say somethign about my judgement) or whether I just have impossible standards. Of course some people may
just say I'm impossible. Maybe I am ;-)
Despite all the recent frustration I'm still pretty chilled which is amazing watching all these people get stressed
*sigh* at the end of the day it's annoying, but hey.. it's not your problem. Gettit? Of course emotionally I'm probably
wrecked - men, who needs them? Oh well some online flirting solved that but it would be nice if just for once things
worked out they way they should and people didn't go around doing there best to give you their opinion on what a helpless
situation your in. Yeah I know. Now f**k off.
But a holiday is looking more and more on the cards. The rugby club
are looking to do a Manchester and Washington tour in the not too distant future so there's some possibilities there... But I
have some more cards up my sleeve for that one. Spencer is gonna go to the ball.
Lyrics of the moment:
Thursday 12th April 2001, 8.55pm
Whatta week it's been, and it's not over yet but tonight it's a bit of a celebration - Boyz is out and this
site is Homepage of the week... of course I'm being good and in tonight so I haven't seen it *hmph* So I'm
'celebrating' by stuffing pizza and belting out Kylie. Well it does it for me since my other plan for tonight
fell through. Cheers Neill ;-)
Still haven't exactly planned out the birthday celebrations yet which is kinda
worrying since the first one is going out in Brighton tomorrow. LOL. I'm kinda looking forward to it - I haven't been
in the mood for clubbing for ages but the way I'm bouncing around to Kylie tonight (it would be better if I've finished
setting up the web cam wouldn't it?!) then it's a kinda good sign.. lets
hope I've still got the energy tomorrow, he he.
Oh well better get on with it I suppose...
Lyrics of the moment:
Saturday 21st April 2001, 3.12pm
Kinda a weird one, just for a change. Well I'm now officially out of the 18-25 age bracket in surveys after the birthday
celebrations on Wednesday. Can't say 26 feels anything radically different but we're see how I cope with clubbing tonight
before making any rash judgements.
The wierd bit is that recently I've met someone who is sooo many of the different things that I look for in a bloke or
that turn me on that I can barely believe it. I'd given up hope of finding someone that completely matched everything I
like in a bloke *and* liked all the same stuff in bed that I do... The even stranger thing is that he kinda liked me back.
"Kinda" because it's not quite that straightforward (is it ever) and like most of my friends I could see another head f**k
approaching quicker than the next tube train. Well unsurprisingly the situation still hasn't quite resolved itself (do
they ever?).
Last night was the Gabrielle
concert - okay but nothing special (but it gave me the idea for today's quote).
I got a kinda weird text message from
someone before the concert started - couldn't work out who it was but all was revealed later. And it's kinda (word of the
day obviously) continued from there... Now I can't say that this person is everything I look for in a bloke (I don't
know them that well), I can't say that he's interested (I never believe flirty txt messages), I'd be lying if I said I
wasn't interested (but hey until you meet someone you can never say can you?) but it's given me a major wake-up call to the
fact that there isn't only one guy out there that's possibly suited or indeed interested in me. Time to go out and play.
GAY @ the Astoria, I hope you know what you're in for *grin*
Lyrics of the moment:
Monday 23rd April 2001, 7.05pm
Fuck right off.
That line opens the lyric of the moment and sums up my feelings of today pretty well. I am gonna have to hurry up with
that fuckwit page aren't I? What is it with the people out there at the moment - I feel like Pheobe from Friends
immitting some sort of noise that just attracts them from miles around *sigh* Maybe there's more of them in London that I
remember or maybe Brighton doesn't have any in residence?
So - what's been going wrong today? Let's talk short-termism. You know. You go for that smaller bottle of washing up
liquid because it's easier to carry home on the weekly shopping trip, going home with the guy from the club cause it's
more hassle to say no or that milk bottle you don't wash up before putting it with all the other glass stuff for recycling.
Fine. No problems. But that milk bottle kinda smells after a very short time doesn't it? You need to go back and buy another
washing up bottle and there's always that "next morning conversation" to get through. Can anyone play a game that's more
advanced than the time until they get their next cup of coffee?
And of course if your playing short-termism than it's sometimes a little too easy to make things up isn't it? Shame that.
Cause Planet Earth is a very small place. Thanks to the Internet and homosexuality. We guarantee to catch you out sooner
or later. And then? Well. "You are the Weakest Link. Goodbye." I mean if you're going to get caught out for anything
why not make sure it's at least a major thing because if you can't cope with the simple things than you're not to be trusted
with big milk bottles are you? Just think of the damage you'll do.
Okay rant over back to the Supergirly album and disco pop heaven *grin* Saturday night was pretty kewl - public thanks
to everyone who turned up and Hear'Say records to those that didn't. Ronan wasn't brilliant I think you needed to bit of a
die hard Ro fan to enjoy it but the guy who ran onto the stage and snogged him was ever so amusing ;-) I actually managed to
brake one record and actually snogged someone in the club *shock* who just happened to be doing a birthday thing as well. I'll
spare you the details but the nightbus ride home with the mad girls with weird clothing was kinda funny.
Oh and I'm still using the word kinda rather too much ;-)
Lyrics of the moment:
Monday 30th April 2001, 11.51pm
Okay it's official the world has finally flipped. Not only is London likely to be turned upside down tomorrow for the
May Day riots but it looks like this site is attracting some new critics. That's nice. Someone once told me that if
you had critics you had people worried. People worried normally means your doing something. Doing something usually makes
people feel threatened. People are such scardy (?) cats these days.
So accordingly I'd like to give a plug for The Blue Ribbon
Campaign Against Internet Censorship because at the end of the day this is my corner of the World and as such
I can do pretty much what I damn like providing I don't hurt anyone or break the law. But if you
do think that I suggest you either contact me or perhaps just go visit somewhere else...
Oh and my fab new
Business cards have arrived too!
Lyrics of the moment:
But your actions speak louder than words
You think you're so shrewd
"This whole damn world
Can fall apart
You'll be okay (follow your heart)
Your in harms way
I'm right behind."
New Radicals "You Get What You Give" (Maybe You've Been Brainwashed Too, 1998)
"Take your body to the floor
Your disco needs you
From Soho to Singapore
From the mainland to the shore
So let's dance through all of this
War is over for a bit
You're a slave to the rhythm
Do your part."
Kylie Minogue "Your Disco Needs You" (Light Years, 2000)
"I've seen you sometimes
On your own and in crowds
I knew I had to have you
My hopes didn't let me down
Now you're by my side
And I feel so good
I've nothing to hide
Don't feel that I could
...
Dreams can come true."
Gabrielle "Dreams" (Find Your Way, 1993)
"Fuck right off
Thank you very much
You touch me buddy and you gonna get punched
Screw you
You can kiss my bum
Gotta slow it down baby
'Cause your just no fun."
Supergirly "Fuck" to the tune of the Spice Girls "Stop" (Volume 1, 1998)
"You think you're so smart
You try to manipulate me
You try to humiliate with your words
You think you're so chic
You write me beautiful letters
You think you're so much better than me
And they're only words, unless they're true
You're actions speak louder than promises
You're inclined to make and inclined to break
You try to bring me low
You try to gain control with your words
But your actions speak louder than words
And they're only words, unless they're true
You're actions speak louder than promises
You're inclined to make and inclined to break."
Madonna "Words" (Erotica, 1992)
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