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Sunday 09th April, 11.05pm

Last time I wrote a diary entry I said it was something like being on a rollercoaster ride, and since that time boy have I wanted to be sick. Things are not going well at the moment and memories of this time last year aren't really helping much. I've got a feeling like I was about to go onto stage or into battle, it's sort of apprehensive but then again people are predicatable. April is not gonna be a good month and my guess is there's gonna be yet more hassle before it's all over.

A big thing is that a couple of people are acting like kids and they're not. Okay so I'm a boring b@stard one minute and buying Smash Hits the next ... hardly a role model I appreciate, but I can't believe that they don't have any thought for the consequences of their actions - was (am?) I really that bad?

The weekend also involved a visit to the Grand National as part of the whole 2000 "Doing something" plan, got me thinking about what we all aspire to and how we present ourselves. An interesting text message during the day and a reminder of how crap I can be provided both high and low spots to the weekend *sigh* Will I ever do a bouncy, happy entry on here again?

Lyrics of the moment:
"Into each life some rain must fall
I didn't know I would catch it all."
Steps "Deeper Shade of Blue" (1999)

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